2nd Birth 4

I have heard several WD folks talk about how they experienced "consciousness" moving from being behind them to right up front/intimate after the 2nd birth. I could not relate to it at the time, except from myself experiencing "consciousness" as right here and intimate.

Earlier today, I remembered that for several years after my own awakening/opening, I did experience my awareness center as "behind" me, in the background. It bothered me, and I remember bringing the experience into awareness to allow it to unfold and become "right here" and intimate. And it did at some point, although I am not quite sure when it happened. It may have been slow enough so I did not notice.

If this is the case, then one part of the 2nd birth may have occured before I encountered Waking Down last spring. The sense of vibrancy and of no separation while being solid in my body came after during the summer and fall. Since I encountered WD and Breema at about the same time, I am not sure which effects to attribute to what...