Shakedown?

Another area that needs healing, and this may be connected to the "shakedown"...

A sense of profound exhaustion that I have pushed aside in the past. I am not sure where it is comming from, but seems to have started early in childhood (at least by school age), and has to do with not relaxing into the body/being.

I have often been fighting the exhaustion, instead of allowing myself to relax into it. And give it an opportunity to heal through letting go of resistance and allowing it to be more fully experienced.