Much Later

Weeks/months with (a) strong interest, seeing that it is different and extremely valuable, and (b) ambivalence due to how it is presented (disrespectful to other traditions).

Then conversation with Sean, September 27, from 10pm to 4am. Shift in experience ca. 1pm.

• Initially, Sean and me - same person
• Then the field - we/surroundings, one life
• Sense of being lifted/carried by a wave
• Sense of this being something to completely relax into. No effort required. Only willing participation ("falling off a log" type feeling).
  
• Sense of being part of the evolutionary process (next phase for Earth, although has probably happened in other areas of the universe previously)
  
• Sense of this being the "inside" view, while my previous opening experiences was "outside" view (more detatched/intellectual). Previous experiences as seeing a person in a landscape from above, this as being the landscape and the person.
  
• Experience of the whole universe being right here
• Experience of all time being right here (past, present, future, beyond time, this moment)
• The "mutuality" seems to come from the "wave" communicating/exploring its expression through the different people embodying it
• Most seemed very familiar from past opening experiences, but added another dimension to it

Questions

• There was no or little of the spaciousness and clarity from my previous opening experiences. I notice there is a reluctance to let go of this, although I realize that it will be incorporated in the WD process.
  
• It seems much more local and low-energy
  
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